Tuesday, December 31, 2013

Happy Birthday Isaiah

Dear Isaiah 
I can not believe you are 1 today.
It just blows my mind how big you are getting, I remember like it was yesterday when your mom told me she was pregnant with you (she hid it so well!) I was beyond ecstatic when she told me.
I knew from that moment you would be a special kid to me and you are, I know I don't get to see you as much as id like to but you still have a special place in my heart.
Me and your mom have only known each other for few years but it feels like forever and I know you are in the best family and I know you have the best mom and dad out there !
Before you were born you tried to come early but the doctors wouldn't let you, and your mom had to write one of her exams in the hospital. You can bet i came and visited your mom in the hospital that's when I met your dad for the first time , he seemed nice :p still don't know him very well, but I will :)
I remember when I herd the news that you were born December 31st 2012 at 10:09am i was beyond excited and wanted to come see you right away , and I did see you a few days later you were just so cute and tiny in your incubator and I came back a few times more to visit you and your mom but after that I really couldnt come see you, but I did see you not too long ago and we had a playdate and it just melted my heart when you seen me when you came around the corner with you mom you smiled at me like you knew who i was.
Well today you are 1 and i can not wait to see you grow up to be a handsome man 
I love you Isaiah

Monday, December 30, 2013

2013 in a quick view

It is almost time to say goodbye to 2013(where did the year go?)
But before we do that lets see what are all the things that happened to me in 2013 shall we !

In the beginning of the year nothing really exciting happened i was in school in hopes of graduating but I didn't(coming in 2014!) 
I got my first daycare job minus the summer job the summer before that.
I got my beginner licence and my FULLS! ahh I can drive!

My year basically has taken off near the end so i know 2014 will be a great one !

In my tumbling I am just on fire I am getting over all my fears and learning new skills just in the last 2 months. Just when I thought this would be my last year of tumbling, I THOUGHT WRONG!
with the way things are going now with tumbling I think it will be a while yet till I quit :)

I dyed my hair red (never thought in a million years I would dye my hair red !)

My blog in general has taken off to new heights
so many new followers and  for the new year I am doing so many great things with this blog!

I just want to say thank you to all my new followers :)

I hope you all had a great 2013 !

Sunday, December 29, 2013

Sunday Social

Sunday Social

Hey guys,
Hope you all had a great Christmas !

This weeks questions for Sunday social is about new years

1. What is the best New Years Eve you've ever had?
well seeing i don't remember alot of them because i never really did anything but last year we stayed home and played monopoly and the dog wanted to play too 

2. Are you doing anything for NYE this year and if so what?
Probably stay home and watch a few movies and bring in the new year with the family :)

3. Name a book we should all read come January?
I just finished reading it , it is called Stay -Deb Caletti 
it is an young adult book it is very good !

4. What are your new years resolutions?
Oh you know the usual , keep fit ,drink more water, read books more

Have a great new years guys !

Pssst there are a few more posts comming before the new year !

Wednesday, December 25, 2013

Merry Christmas

To you and your families !
I hope you all have had a great holiday

Saturday, December 21, 2013

Leibster Award

Guess what guys, I've been nominated for a Leibster Award 

What is a Leibster award you ask ?
It was originally given out to people with less than 2000 followers and now it is given out to people with less than 200 followers !

You need to link back to the nominator 
State 11 Facts about yourself
Answer the 11 questions given to you 
Nominate 11 new bloggers with less than 200 followers 
And give those nominated 11 new questions


11 Facts about me 
I am a coca cola addict 
I work in childcare
I Coach Gymnastics and Cheerleading 
I Compete in Tumbling 
I am Graduating in may (all done school)
I love to sing (cant sing well though)
I live in Canada
I just recently got my drivers licence 
I love reading 
I still live at home with mom and my boyfriend
I am 22 Years old 

My nominators questions 

1.   If you could give one piece of advice to a younger you, what would it be?
Pay attention in school !

2.   What is your favorite blogging topic?
Things that happen to me in life

3.   What was the hardest post for you to write so far?
sometimes when im given a topic to write about.

4.   Favorite type of exercise?
Anything gymnastics related 

5.   Do you have any pets and if so, what are they?
A dog and his name is digger ! <3

6.   Do you believe in an afterlife?

7.   What is one parenting blunder you wish you could undo?
I am not a parent.. 
8.   What was your proposal like?  Was it your dream proposal?
Haven't been proposed to yet

9.   Have you voted in every presidential election that you could have?

10. What is something you have wished for more than once?
To get into daycare that i am comfortable with (and I have !)

11.  How do you see your blog changing in the next five years?
Hopefully for the good ! being more organized and more posts 

My questions for the nominees 
1.What are you top 3 favorite blogs ?
2.What social media do you use the most ? and why
3.What is your favorite holiday?
4.Do you have a car? what kind?
5.What is your favorite song RIGHT NOW?
6.What are 3 must see shows that you watch ?
7.Favorite movie
8.If you could go ANYWHERE in the world where would it be ?
9.How do you keep your blog posts organized or do you just go with the flow?
10.How did you come up with your Blog name ?
11.What do you love about blogging ?

and my nominees are
only doing a few

seasons greetings 

Wednesday, December 18, 2013

Staff Christmas Party-secret santa

Last Friday my daycare had a Christmas staff party in our PJS !
It was a lot of fun we sat around and ate ALOT of food between 5 of us. one couldn't make it because of the snow storm we were having.
We did secret Santa and here is what I got !
*Two Nailpolish kits !
*Body Spray
*Handsoap that smells like candy apple !
I love all my presents and the boss also gave us a 50 dollar prepaid gift card !
Did you do a secret Santa this year ?
Seasons Greetings

Sunday, December 15, 2013

Sunday Social

I am super exited for this weeks Sunday social because its time for Christmas questions !
Sunday Social
1. What is your favorite Holiday Movies/TV Specials?
The Grinch for sure !
2. Do you do any volunteering during the holidays if so what? If not what would you do?
I do not but, I  would love to volunteer at like a soup kitchen type thing or a group home for children or something !
3. What is your favorite toy received as a child for the holidays?
I would have to say my GT snow racer !
4. What was your must have item in high school for the holidays? 
The Tv in my room !
5. What do you do on Christmas Eve? If you are Jewish what does your family do for Hanukkah?
I normally go to the church service , but before that I open my Christmas gifts !
I am super excited for Christmas ! we are getting tons of snow as I am typing this ahhh!

Saturday, December 14, 2013

Christmas Concerts

After work on Thursday night I came home and mom had told me our little girl neighbour had called for me for some reason,
so I called her back to find out why she called me.
to find out she wanted me to go to her Christmas concert and that she had bought me a ticket , so I obviously said yes , (I am her best friend)
it gave me a chance to go into my old elementary school.
not a lot has changed, still same music teacher who still looks the same.
I sat with her parents throughout the concert and I got to watch the concert and a lot of the children I knew from daycares and having them live around the neighbourhood.
Her class was singing about baking cookies so they were dressed up as chefs.
and well her hat kept falling off and was the only one that was falling off.
you can see her in the top row in the middle trying to keep her hat on
It really was a sin but so funny

we were waiting for her to just take it off and throw it like Americas funniest home video style
over all it as a nice little concert. I know for sure I made someone's whole night by going :)


Friday, December 13, 2013

What happened last night

I have been MIA but first off...
It has been a journey and a half, it started in may when I went and wrote my beginner licence.
In July I took drivers ED for a month then I got my in car lessons.
On my first lesson I drove home and from then on I drove ,
and finally last night I went for my test and I PASSED !
I am beyond excited now :)

Sunday, December 8, 2013

Christmas Spectacular - Christmas Treats

So I have missed a few posts for the Christmas Spectacular , but I'm here with this one !
MY favourite Christmas treats
these are my moms cookies she makes every year , I don't really have the recipe for them right now but when I make them later on in the month I will have them an  will share it !
they almost like sugar cookies but not
My mom always made them for church Christmas party things , but I think ill be making them this year !

Cant wait , what are you favorite Christmas treats ?

Sunday Social

Sunday Social
Here are this weeks questions to Sunday social !
1. What is the wallpaper on your cell phone?
Gotta love me some superman ! 
2. What do you keep beside your bed?
My phone and lipchap
3. What is your least favorite chore? 
laundry , doesn't that go for everyone ?
4. If you could eliminate one thing from your daily routine, what would it be?
doing my hair I wish it was done already all the time !
5. What do you do to vent anger?
talk to someone , or I do gymnastics or work out .

6. What is your favorite holiday of the year and why?
Christmas for sure because it seems all so magical and what not

Wednesday, December 4, 2013

Christmas Spectacular Day 4

Today is day 4 of the Christmas spectacular with Toni.
The topic is ; what are your plans for this holiday? , and this is what I'll be doing!

I never really know what I am doing for the holidays but I know this year I have the 25th and 26th off from the daycare, Half days on the 24th and 31st

I will be having a staff Christmas party on the 14th, we are having a potluck and secret Santa IN OUR PJS! , what an awesome staff party!

I will probably be having supper at my mom's and at my boyfriends moms house at some point. And hoping to see my dad :)

What are your plans for this holiday?

Tuesday, December 3, 2013

Christmas Spectacular Day 3

Today is day 3 of the Christmas spectacular with Toni.
The topic is your Christmas wish list, and here is my wish list

*new iPod *
*Wii fit*
*new winter boots*
*snow pants*
*Eminem's new CD*
*Jason Derulo's new CD*
And anything else anyone wants to get me :p

What is on your Christmas list? Or what is on your little ones Christmas list?

Tune in tomorrow for another post for the Christmas spectacular and my BIRTHDAY Post!

Monday, December 2, 2013

Christmas Spectacular Day 2

Today is day 2 of the Christmas spectacular with Toni :)
And for the topic today is Christmas shopping!

Christmas shopping in general is very hectic especially when you don't know what to buy the people you are shopping for. So here are some tips I have for you guys who do Christmas shopping (I should take my own advice! )
  1. Make a list of who you are shopping for.
  2. Write down what you would like to get them.
  3. Make sure you know where to find the stuff so your not pressed for time.
  4. Do Christmas shopping in like the beginning of November so your not stuck in the Christmas rush at malls!
  5. Once you have that all done, sit back and relax and be stress free :)

Now only if I could take my own advice eh? , I've only gotten my secret Santa present for work!
Hope your Christmas shopping is not hectic!

Until tomorrow !

A Special Guy's Birthday !

Today is a very special guy's birthday

He is my dad and today is birthday
Not only is he my dad he is my hero
and I'm here wishing his a very special birthday !
I am without a doubt a daddy's girl <3
Love you daddy !
Happy birthday :)

Sunday, December 1, 2013

My earliest christmas memory -The Christmas Spectacular Blog Hop

Starting today till December 13 you will be seeing some posts for a blog hop that I am participating in !

Todays topic is my earliest Christmas memory
this one is going to be short one and not necessarily a good one ahah 
When I was younger I had this friend we did everything together .
He lived down the street from me.
We thought we were spy's , we had watched all the spy kids movies together
well one Christmas I asked for a telescope
and well on Christmas morning to find out I did not get one.
I went  down to see what he had gotten and what do I see as soon as I walk into the living room ?
I was kinda upset at the time, now I just kind of laugh at it
honestly I don't think I would have used it as much as I thought I would have !
What is your earliest memory ?

Sunday Social

Welcome December 
and welcome to the first sunday social of the month !
Sunday Social
1. What is your favorite ice cream flavor?
I would have to say death by chocolate
2. What is your favorite smell?
Vanilla for sure!
3. What is your favorite TV commercial? (Past or present)
Cute no ?
4. What is your favorite day of the week?
I would have to say Sunday even though I still have to work I do get to sleep in a little bit !
5. What is your favorite way to waste time?
The computer , its basically what I do all the time !
6. What is your favorite article of clothing?
Tank tops, I don't care what kind I just love tank tops !

Saturday, November 30, 2013

Whats comming up in December !

As we close one month another one comes.

In December there are lots of things going on around here on the blog
*Birthday Posts
*A special link that I am participating in
*Sunday social posts , of course
*Christmas related posts .. DUH
and so much more !
I am super excited I have over 15 posts planned and I can not wait to share them all with you !
So here is to a early happy December !


Tuesday, November 26, 2013

Grow Your Blog Link up

Hey Guys,
Check out this awesome link up I am co-hosting !
Welcome to the Grow Your Blog Link Up!

It's a link up specifically for new bloggers (those with less than 500 followers per social medium are welcome too). It's also a chance to meet other new bloggers, and hopefully build networks and friendships.

There are no fees for co-hosting. Just email me at onechocolatebox@gmail.com if you're interested.

Link ups start every Wednesday at 3pm NZDT (that's Tuesday 6pm PST and Wednesday 1pm AEDT if that helps).

Each week, one participant will be randomly selected, and gets featured on the following week's blog hop. More free exposure!

There'll also be a giveaway from time to time, so make sure to check back each week.
1. You don't have to, but I'd appreciate it if you could follow One Chocolate Box.

2. Follow the co-hosts! Let them know you're following from the Link Up, so they can follow you back.

3. Link up in the appropriate section using your blog URL or profile URL. Remember you can only link up in the section if you have less than 500 followers in it.

4. Visit and follow at least 1 other blogger. Let them know what you like about their blog.

5. Return the love, follow your new followers!

6. It would be super if you shared the Link Up via Facebook or Twitter. The more people join up, the more potential followers you can get.

7. I'd love you forever if you grabbed the button below and place it on your sidebar!

A big welcome to my lovely co-hosts this week:

Erica at The Visser Clan
Jenn at Hello Gutentag

Thanks so much for co-hosting ladies!
This week's feature is Kristen over at Happiness Is A Mood, Not A Destination.

Happiness Is a Mood Not a Destination

Make sure to go say hi to this lovely lady. Also check out her sweet letter to a graduate. Such a beautiful, touching letter!

And without further ado... link up, link up!

Inspired- Guest Post

Hey guys today I want to introduce you to an awesome blogger
he came to me and emailed me and asked me if he could guest post on my blog and I said sure !
he asked me what to write about and I told him to write about what inspires him when it comes to writing , so here it is !
I started writing when I was a teenager, for the same reason that a lot of the other kids my age did - depression. I wrote poems that would make even the hardiest men squirm. However, slowly, I began to explore topics other than depression through my verses. From then on, it morphed into more and more forms. As of now, I write lyrics for songs, proses for spoken word and also maintain a blog where I tell stories and express ideas. Up until now, I never quite sat down to think about what inspired me to write, but when Jenn asked to write about it, I began to contemplate on what exactly drives me to keep on writing.
1. I make sense of things through writing
In life, there are lots of things that make you wonder. For me, it's mostly about society and its norms. Why do people get obsessed over the latest iPhone? Why are those in need treated with either apathy or patronizing sympathy? Whenever I have these questions racing through my mind, I would pick up the pen. The ink starts to flow across the page. As I write, I'm forced to think about the problem in very specific ways. If the sentence that I just wrote doesn't sound right, I would re-rewrite it. If the sentences need to be re-arranged, I would put them in the proper order so that it would be more coherent Mostly, what I write is very short; sometimes it's only one or two lines. I write down what I see; I write down what I think of; I also sometimes write down what I did - if it's important enough - in order to 'explain' to myself what just happened. Writing is how I make sense of the world and my experiences with it.
2. I have specific goals for writing
This is perhaps the biggest difference between me writing now and me writing when I was 15. Imagine two men who are swimming. The first only does it because he enjoys doing it, but the second does it because he's preparing for the Olympics. Which man do you think would be more motivated and persistent in swimming? Because of that, I write so much more now. Currently, my goal is to have 100 published posts on my blog (I'm 10 posts shy from achieving that) and also to write a 5,000 word e-book. While achieving these goals doesn't necessarily mean I'll be a great writer by the end of it, it is undoubtable that I will be a better writer. Knowing that I have a target, pushes me to write even more. ; having something to chase after is inspiring. The feeling can even be addicting, especially when the goal can be achieved incrementally (and I suggest that your goals are like that too), because when you can measure yourself, you can feel satisfied about what you have achieved so far and be excited for what waits for you at the peak. Other than that, we all live only once, so why waste it by having no direction? Writing is how I push myself to achieve bigger and bigger things in my life.
3. I want to live through my writings
Two weekends ago, I was in Paris for the third time, but it was my first time at places like the Pantheon and Versailles Palace. The Pantheon, aside from being one of the most famous architectural monuments in the world, is also interesting for another fact - it hosts the tombs of many great French public figures. My brain went into deep thought when I saw, in large letters, names like Voltaire and Descartes. These men have been dead for centuries, yet their names are still uttered by at thousands daily and are mentioned in countless writings. While I'm not specifically aiming to down in the books alongside Plato or Ibn Sina, I am constantly reminded of the fact that while people may die, their ideas can live on indefinitely. What I write, has the potential to live on even till the end of time. It may not survive in its current form; it may morph into other ideas, and then be flipped upside-down, then back again, but a trace of it will live on. It's similar to how parents live through their children. While the bits of themselves will be diluted more and more further down the time-line, it's undeniable that they are in a way, surviving through their descendants - ideas are my descendants. Writing is how I ensure that I will never die.
That its self is inspiring no ?
be sure to check out his awesome blog !

Sunday, November 24, 2013

Its a Birthday Boy !

Today is the boyfriends birthday
He is the big 24 !
He got two sweaters from me
a sweater from his mom and along with a jacket
and two t-shirts from his step sisters !
(he opened his presents last night at 12:00)
so I am here to say..
Happy Birthday to an amazing boyfriend and here is to lots more birthdays ! :)

Thursday, November 21, 2013

Childrens Day

As some of you may or may not of known , yesterday was International Children's Day
And if you remember children are my passion.
So this post will be for the children !

Each child that I work with I love to pieces !

Sunday, November 17, 2013

Sunday Social

Sunday Social
Before I jump into Sunday Social today I want to say this is my 200th post !
Say waaaa ? 200 posts in a little over a year . pretty good I would say here is to more posts !
Now on to Sunday Social 

1. Name 4 jobs you've had in your life.
1.Coaching Gymnastics
3.Coaching Cheerleading
4.Daycare Teacher
2. Name 4 movies you would watch over and over.
1.Forrest Gump
2. Annie
3.The Ringer
4.Finding Nemo
3. Name 4 places you have lived.
I have only lived in one place !
4. Name 4 of your favorite foods.
4.Sloppy Joes
5. Name 4 things you always carry with you.
4.Body Spray
6. Name 4 places you have been on vacation.
1.Rasstatt (Germany)
2.Berlin (Germany)
4.Dresden (Germany)

Saturday, November 16, 2013



Today I am telling you that that I am now a part of the #2014BloggerChallenge!
I found it over at Little Vintage Camera

The #2014BloggerChallenge was created by Gaby from Another Girly Blog! Every month, bloggers who are part of the #2014BloggerChallenge will be required to write two blog posts a month over different topics. The topics are emailed to you before the start of every month, and the posts go up the first week and the third week of that month. This challenge was made to help broaden your blogging outlook, and make you write about things you wouldn't normally blog about.

No matter what your blog topic is, you can be a part of this challenge! This challenge will help you gain traffic, discover new blogs, and meet more people within the blogging community! This sounds like an awesome idea to me, and I am so excited to get started!

If you are interested in becoming a part of the #2014BloggerChallenge all you have to do is contact Gaby at anothergirlyblg@gmail.com and provide your blog URL, email address, and name so she can add you to the list! or drop her a line on her blog ! I hope you guys are interested and become a blogger for the #2014BloggerChallenge!

I am super excited ad I can not wait for 2014 , bring it on!

Tuesday, November 12, 2013

For the love of dog - Guest Post

Hi guys
Today I want you to meet this lovely blogger and her story about her dog.
This blogger is a huge inspiration to me as she is a young blogger and she doesn't write nonsense.
shall we get started ?

Rewinding back a few months, I lost my beloved dog. My little tea-cup Maltese; Maddie. She rather lived a long life. Longer than the expected life of a 'tea-cup' puppy. Healthy and well taken care of, at the age of 10. 

Oh wait, I never introduced myself. Well, let me properly introduce myself: Jordan Silberman is my name. I’m a 15 year old ‘Lifestyle and More’ Writer and Blogger, as well as a soon-to-be author of my own book (in the works), but I can’t add that to my resume just yet.

SillySilberman is my blog, my brand, my business… my LIFE. I think of my followers as amazing friends. They have opened me up to many opportunities. They deserve more than just a label.
Anyhow. I lost my puppy, a huge devastation for the family, especially for my Mother. She received Maddie as a surprise Christmas gift. 

She passed from a crushed trachea. It was kind of a sudden thing too. I noticed she was breathing like she was underwater, that gargling noise. I insisted that my mother and I immediately take her to the vet. We got there and all they told us what that she needed emergency surgery and to get to the medical group asap, 40 miles away.

Rushed her to the medical group following an extremely long day. We practically was there for hours. She ended up passing on the next morning due to her trachea being shattered and crushed from a growth that was there. Sad. So we put her down instead of having her suffer on the machines. :(


My father works in the entertainment business. We own a couple companies in the industry. So we deal with hundreds of clients daily. My father was on the look-out for a new dog about a week later. A client, who was apart of a rescue team for animals, came in with the cutest Maltese-Terrier mix. Black ears, White body, and a little bit of Grey right at the tip of his tail.

While out-and-about with my mom, she got a text followed with pictures of the tiny dog and a phone call saying it was in the office. 

She stated that when she saw the dog "I knew that it was okay to let go, and be okay with another dog". 

(ignore my younger sister's mouth. LOL)

This is Charlie, a Maltese-Terrier mix, a hyper little boy. A good friend of my parent's is Owner & President of the Kris Kelly Foundation, a very well-known rescue and adoption foundation here in Venice, California. She rescued now 'Charlie' from a dumpster in South Bay.

What kills me is look at this dog... IT'S THE CUTEST THING EVER!! Who would throw this thing away? Sadly, he is still overcoming his fear of big items. He starts to squeal and scream when a big dog walks near him, or if someone takes full trash bags and walks by him. 

My mother has a feeling that he was used as 'bait'. Bait meaning used to rile up other dogs for dog fights. 

Anyhow, that is the story of how I've come to be an owner of the cutest puppy. As of now, Charlie is happy, healthy and full of energy. He's grown huge since we brought him home about a month ago. He's only around 6 weeks old! 

Do you have any dog stories? 


I hope everyone will go and check her out :)

Monday, November 11, 2013


today we remember and thank all the brave people who made the ultimate sacrifice for us. I also want to thank all of my friends who serve our country today. thank you.

Sunday, November 10, 2013

Walked into a toddler room

Hello everyone
This is normally the part where I start Sunday social but today I've  decided to skip it. it will be back next week I promise !
Instead I'm going to tell you about something that happened at work last week.
It was a regular Tuesday morning I walk in and my boss pulls me over and says
"Jenn I've been thinking about this for a while now and I think I want switch you and *toddler teacher* and have you in the toddler room and her down stairs. I am only saying this is because I can see your frustration level is going up with the preschoolers. are you okay with this ?"
and I replied... YES I'm totally fine with this.
I only said yes because those preschoolers can be a handful, I love them to death but someone else needs to see where I'm coming from (they plain out don't listen to me).
So this past week has been a breeze working in the toddler room with another teacher there are 8 toddlers in that room , they may not listen to you but they do what you say in the end.
In the end I would be happy wherever they put me , I just love children !
Can anyone relate to this quote ?
Ps look out for a guest post this Tuesday on a very inspiring blogger :)

Sunday, November 3, 2013

Sunday Social

Sunday Social

Its that time again :)
1. What is currently on your wish list?
Either a bigger GB Ipod or a car for when I finally have my licence in December !
2. Share a new iPhone, droid, iPad app that you have recently discovered that we all need.
I haven't really discovered any lately
3. What is a new fall tv show that you have added to your dvr?
Ravenswood for sure !. Big pretty little liars fan :)
4. Share your social media links so we can follow you. (Pinterest, Twitter, Instagram, etc) Tell us which is your favorite and why.
My favorite is Facebook because I'm addicted to Facebook games ! 
5. What is a tv show, movie, or song that you could watch or listen to over and over and never get tired of?
Show-pretty little liars
Movie-Annie or Forrest Gump

Have a great Sunday everyone :)

Saturday, November 2, 2013

Hello November !

Well November sure came fast !

It feels like just yesterday was the first of October!
We celebrated Halloween here at the day care, we had a dance party and played pin the nose on the pumpkin then the children got to go trick or treating. One of the parents of a child gave all the teachers a chocolate wrapped up as a mummy
I thought that was the coolest thing ever!

Then when I got home I handed out some candy then took the boyfriends stepsister out trick or treating, (got some candy out of that haha)

Yesterday in the classroom we welcomed November, it is a very rainy and stormy day so we had to stay inside we did stations this morning. We played with sand and water play, playdough, free drawing, blocks and hopscotch the children had lots of fun! We even counted down till Christmas!

Is it acceptable to play Christmas music now ?